Gosh… It’s already November! I can’t believe just how quickly time flies. It’s scaring me actually… I feel like it was yesterday when the summer started, and now I’m not only back at school, but I’m already having my midterms, being assigned my final projects and so on, and so on. And I’m quite sure that before I know it will already be the end of the semester. My last semester at university. The second semester is going to be free – to prepare for the big state exam in June/July with which I’ll graduate. And I’m sure that it will come extremely fast as well.
But have you ever felt as if time is both going extremely quickly and extremely slow? I simply can’t explain it… It passes quickly, but at this very moment it feels like… it has just stopped. I’m studying for my midterms, which really stresses me, so I guess this is part of the reason. But truth to be told I still feel as if I’ve frozen in space and time and everything and everyone just passes me by, as if I don’t exist. I don’t know… I just feel lost I guess…
I know that all I’m writing in this blog is ‘blah-blah-blah’ – pointless rants, but… I can’t help it. If I don’t pour it all out somewhere, I’ll end up bottling it in and in the end I will break. I don’t want to break. Not this year. Because this year will be the most important in my life – graduating, then Master’s degree (hopefully abroad). And yeah, I know I’m talking about school only, but trust me if I don’t do well at school I will end up extremely depressed and I will most definitely not like myself any better. I just… Wish that time could either stop for good and my state exam never comes or it will skip until the day after that big exam. Heh… I’m already stressing for something that will happen in over half an year ahead. >.<
Mh… This post turned out quite pointless, like most of my posts x’D –sighs- Well, hopefully once the stupid midterms are over I will have something better to write about. :]
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