Izu's World

Well… Gosh… I’m not sure how to start this blog post… As you know I was at a mountain spa resort, we did tons of hiking, healthy eating, yoga, fitness and so on… It was something like a fat camp, but super luxurious and not really concentrated on only getting thinner, but also learning how to exercise, how to live a healthy life… It was really great and I met quite a few interesting people there. But… maybe the most interesting guy was Teo – our instructor.



Our days started with yoga, then breakfast and then going up the mountains, climbing peaks, going through forests… The afternoons were taken by massages, swimming and aerobics and fitness. But it was usually just me and a couple of other people during those afternoon exercises. It was quite fun, because we would workout, talk, laugh, joke… And of course Teo was always there to lead the exercises, to make sure we worked out properly. At first I thought it was my imagination, but I could bet that Teo was paying more attention to me than to anyone else. And no, it wasn’t because I was doing badly at those activities…

But he would always say something like ‘Good job, Izu! Keep on like this!’, then he would wink at me and grin. Or during the exercises in the fitness he would stay next to me and just chit-chat with me about this or that, always correcting my poses, the way I stood or moved… even if it was wrong by a millimeter… I did think it was just because he was nice and he liked that I was doing my best and I was serious about getting fit.

When we went on our hiking trips we usually were taken to the starting points by a bus and Teo would always sit next to me, talking to me just about anything. We were always talking, laughing and joking with each other, teasing each other. It was as if we had been buddies forever. And during our hiking trips up the mountains, he would always come to me and walk next to me, encouraging me to keep on going whenever the path was getting harder. Or if he went back to make sure that everyone else was doing well, he would always come back up to me running, giving me a grin and thumbs up before taking his place at the lead…

I really didn’t think much of those things… until Thursday that is…

It was just me, Teo and Doc – one of the guys who always came to the gym to workout in the afternoon. So we were talking about this and that – mainly about what an unhealthy way of life everyone leads and that no one really gives a damn until it’s too late. Then Teo started talking to me about my major, about my hobbies, about the languages I know. And every now and then he would say something like ‘Man, you’re so smart! How come no one hasn’t stolen you until now?’ – I did think that it sounded like he was hitting on me, but I didn’t think much about it as I knew that he had a wife and a daughter (or at least I thought so). And whenever I’d say something about me wanting to get in shape, he would always say that I had an amazing body already and that it didn’t matter if it wasn’t all muscles, and that if I wanted to get in shape it wouldn’t be too hard, but he always added that he was sure that no one would mind my body if they were with me… You know… it did sound like hitting… and he would always say it with a small gentle smile and a nod. >.>

On Friday we went for horse riding and Teo always rode next to me, still talking to me just about everything. I didn’t even realize when we ended up way behind everyone else, just the two of us riding through the forest. The conversation went on for an hour or so, and I found out that Teo wasn’t married to that woman and that he wasn’t really with her anymore – all they had in common was their daughter – 16-months-old, they had broken up before they knew about the pregnancy, but still decided to keep the baby (I think it had already been too late for abortion as the ex told him about it in the 4th month?). Well, he kept talking as if he wanted to make sure that I knew that he wasn’t in a relationship. At least I thought so, because I didn’t ask him about the ex or the baby and he just started talking about it on his own (after asking me if I had someone and I said no, he said ‘me too’ and he continued telling me about it).

Point is we kept talking for so long that I didn’t even realize that I lost my sunglasses, and when I did realize it, Teo came back with me to look for them, and when we didn’t find them he made sure to ask the people in the farm to call him right away if (whenever) they found them.

Horse riding seemed to have been quite tiring for most people, because no one really showed up for the afternoon exercise on Friday, so it was only me and Teo. He was teaching me some exercises for abs and arms, always watching me, always smiling at me. And when my right calf’s muscle cramped up, he did give me a damn good rub until it loosened up and even a little afterwards… >.>

All of us went to a fish restaurant that evening as it was the last night for most of us (some people were leaving on Sunday), and Teo invited me to his car to get there (as it was outside the town, near a lake) and when we got there he sat next to me at the table. We kept on talking and laughing, but I did feel his knee bumping into mine every now and then… and it wasn’t by accident…

And when the mosquitoes got too annoying (as the tables were outside near the lake), we all decided to go back to the town and go clubbing. Well, some went home (the 40+ old people in the group), so it was just those under 30 that went to the club. It was small, crowded, the music was loud and all the couples were dancing. The single people there were me, Teo and this one other guy – George, and a couple of girls who were dancing. So the three of us sat at the bar, drinking and talking. But Teo kept leaning towards me, talking in my ear because “the music was too loud”. George went dancing with some girl and it was just me and Teo, drinking beer that remained at the bar…

Then we decided to do tequila shots. We started with 5 each… then 5 more… and then 3 more, but the last 3 were body shots… Followed by some wild dancing, then some slow dancing, then vodka with cola… By that time we were already in a dark corner of the club, laughing like crazy, our faces millimeters away…

We decided to go out for a small walk and to get some air and we headed out. We walked up the street, close to each other, our hands touching every now and then… Until I stumbled and he caught me, the two of us leaning against a wall of some building. He kept his hands on my waist and I could feel his fingers making their way under my shirt, caressing the skin there. I grinned and leaned in kissing him deeply (and boldly taking in mind that I’m kind of shy when it comes to things like this). We started making out, our hands all over each other’s bodies. We stumbled some more into a dark alley, never stopping kissing or touching each other and just in a matter of seconds we both had our pants down and our shirts up…

Gosh… what a body he had… >////< Perfect muscles, skin as soft as silk, lips delicious… Mm… >////< Soon our tongues explored each other’s bodies, taking turns… I found that he would whimper in pleasure whenever I sucked on his nipple or kissed under his belly button. He found that I would moan whenever he kissed and licked my neck or whenever his fingers traveled down…

At some point we were already laying on the ground, not caring if it was dirty. He kept rubbing against my thighs, his fingers teasing me as my own kept squeezing his tight butt (he did moan when I did it). We broke the kiss only to have him whisper every now and then pleadingly to ask me if he could enter me, only for me to tell him over and over again no without a condom (neither of us had one ;.; )… But I did think that neither of us didn’t stay too… We kept making out for some more and then I started to get up, mumbling that everybody would wonder where we were (both our cellphones were ringing), but just as I stood up he pressed me against the wall and showed me that he had quite the amazing tongue indeed… It wasn’t long before I dropped back on the ground and my voice was echoing in the dark valley, my knees shaking… And it wasn’t long before I showed him that I was quite good too…

And I guess he did like it a lot as he kept whispering to me ‘Let’s go to my room’ once we were on our way back to the club, his lips brushing against my ear, arm wrapped around my waist. But… I said no… I just couldn’t risk doing it without a condom… plus I had some other reasons too… But still… once we were back at the club, we danced some more and then together with the other couples (George had disappeared with that girl) we went to the park and waited for the sunrise… only that this time Teo wasn’t hiding that he was into me as he sat down on the ground and he pulled me to sit between his legs, his arms around me, his lips on my neck, lips… (don’t worry everyone else was making out as well xD )…

We went back to the hotel around 6am and Teo kept pleading me to go to his room or to stay for some more and that I could just stay with him in his room, without paying anything… He was kind of cutely desperate… but… I still said no…

I went to my room and took a long shower before I headed to his office – he measured us when we came on the first day, and he was going to measure us on the last day before leaving as well. I did feel a bit awkward as I walked in his office with nothing but a bathing robe and underwear. He too looked a bit worried that I may say something or I dunno, but he did measure me and once we talked about the results (I’ve lost a couple of pounds, and I’ve lost a lot of the fat mass in my body and it turned into muscles – which is great results), about what I should do once I get back home… he still asked me if I was sure that I didn’t want to stay some more… I just told him that I couldn’t… but I did promise him to come back in September once my retake exam was taken care of… And he did look happy about it. He write me his email, his address in his hometown, both his phones and his skype, saying that he wanted to stay in touch with me…

We hugged and stay hugged for a couple of minutes, kissed and hugged again… And I had to leave to get my stuff packed and he too had to leave with the rest of the group that stayed until Sunday to climb a 3100meters high peak… But I did manage to give him one more hug and kiss on the hickey I left on his neck before they left (about 30minutes before I had to leave). I joked that he should call me from the top, because I really didn’t think that they were going to manage to climb it – it’s a hard track. But as I was sitting in the bus on my way back home I did get this call and he said that he was already missing my company and that next time he would take me up to the top with him to show me the great view from there…

Mh… so… yeah… That’s what happened… I kind of regret that we didn’t get to go all the way, but I’d never do it with someone I don’t know all that well without a condom… Plus, I’m not 100% sure if he was telling the truth about the ex being an ex… I mean… a kid could always bring two people together and I’d really not be the ‘other’… I haven’t added him on skype just yet. I will in a couple of days… Don’t want him to think that I can’t stop thinking about him, despite really not being able to stop thinking about him. >.< But… yeah… it kind of worked as a confidence boost up, you know… I’ve never had anyone being that interested in me to hit so hard on me and plead me to go with him to his room… And I was definitely not the only one who he could hit on – there were other single people with us, much more attractive than I am (at least I think so), and I could swear that one of the other single people was damn interested in Teo because they tried to butt in between me and Teo at the bar or when we were dancing… I don’t know… maybe I’m just too naïve… But… I don’t really care. I had a great time. I don’t feel used or anything like this. I do not regret what happened (maybe only what didn’t get to happen). And I do know that I will remember this night for a long long time. And if I do manage to go back there in September… well… we’ll see if this story will have a continuation…

*blushes*