Izu's World

Last night I felt quite down – my msn wasn’t working properly, my best friend A. was being a bitch again, I felt like the whole world was against me – even the weather was all gloomy and about to rain. I went to bed literally on the verge of a breakdown. Once again I had some weird dreams and didn’t sleep all that great. And when the morning came and my alarm started its annoying wake-up melody, I really didn’t feel like waking up.

But then I rolled on my back, opened one eye and saw that it was sunny outside. Bright blue sky, cloudless, the sun making the entire world sparkling. I pushed myself off the bed, stumbling to the window to open it – and there were birds singing outside. It brought a smile to my face – I love sunny, warm weather.

After I woke up enough to get out of the bed I checked my weight – I’m on a diet, aiming to lose some 20 pounds, and I found out that I was nearly 4 pounds less than a few days ago! It totally made me smile. When I logged on my msn was working properly once again, which also cheered me even further. I went to our other apartment (in the capital – we will call it ‘S’), took some clothes I’d need as I’d be spending the next couple of weeks in P (a city near the S where we too have an apartment). I got back to P. and tried some of my clothes that I had taken with me from S. and it turned out that my new jeans are at least a size if not two bigger now! ^__^

The afternoon was calm, I was (and still am) completely ignoring the fact that I’ll have a test on Friday. I finished the last few episodes of an anime I had started a while back, and it kept my smile on my face – if you love baseball and you like anime watch ‘Cross Game’ and ‘Major’ – great animes about baseball. Then I searched through the diet’s cookbook and I found a simply recipe for something like a bread without any flour. So I ‘baked’ it and it turned out like a pancake, so I added some low fat cheese and a bit of chicken meat in it, rolled it and it turned out incredibly tasty! *rubs tummy*

So as a whole, today completely took away all the unpleasant feelings from yesterday. I’m calm, I’m not thinking anything gloomy. It is finally a moodswing for the better. I hope this will last for a while, but I doubt… Heh… I hate the beginning of May. I’ll talk about it some other time as I really don’t want to get into a gloomy mood right now.

Oh! And I got my second official follower! Thanks, Matt <3